Am sure many of you have been wondering whatever happened to me???
If i told you u would not believe it but i would all the same....I had a terrible fire experience in the flat i stayed in Febraury....we lost every single thing that we owned physically....It was a very traumatic experience and i am not sure if i have recovered fully from it psychologically but i know that i am grateful to God that he brought us all out of that fire...It could have been worse...it could have been our lives...material things can be bought again, documents can be re-gotten but life has no duplicate......
Someone who i hold very close to my heart has and is teaching me how to let go and let God because where there is life there is hope....He has made me understand that it could have been worse but it was not....
I still remember that night very clearly, like it was yesterday...all that smoke, all those flames...the entrappment in the apartment....Only one thing was on his mind..."We have to get out of this house NOW"....I was scared to my bones...i couldnt breath...gosh, my headaches from the hit...hopsitals...none open...am slipping away gradually but my mind keeps singing this song....God is able to do what he says he would do, he's gonna fulfil everything he says he would, do not give up on God because he wont give up on you....i kept that playing in my mind......finally a hospital, all i can remember is a nurse putting a needle through my skin and then its morning, he is laying by my bedside......wow....too many questions...did the fire service show up? where you people able to bring out anything? and all the answers were NO NO NO NO....i could not bring myself to stop the tears cry i kept having some believe that some how things would not be as bad as they turned out to be...........
Do not mind me i am just reliving the sad event and i got carried away...Its 7months now and God has been very faithful...we may not have gotten back all that we lost but we have our lives and we are still here in the month of October 2011.....who else could have done such, if not papa God......
I would also love to say a big thank you to all those where there during this period; Yosola, Bibi, Sele, Adaeze, Eduvie&Martin, Bimbo&Toaheeb, Ifueko Oviawe, Esosa Daniel-Niko, Mr Akin, Tosin, Dr Gbadegesin, Ebun&Austin, Tony Okwechime, Tim Bonkant, Tolu Mark, Doyin George, Tayo&Yomi Awoyale, Lizzy Gavy, Tobi Martins....I love you guys........to the rest of you who i didnt mention and were there.....thank you and may God continue to bless you....
But special thanks goes to Lez.....you have been amazing this whole time, you have been a source of encouragement, and you have tried to be there in the best way......thanks for everything and may God continue to bless you.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Miss Roman Rouge
This is a hype for my friend Tunrayo Egbeyemi(Miss Hippie)
I always wanted to start my own blog but i always gave myself one excuse or the other.....She started out her own blog sometime last year and it has given me the courage to finally start mine.
So my dear friends and followers please read, comment & follow her blog;
http://tunmama.blogspot.com
I always wanted to start my own blog but i always gave myself one excuse or the other.....She started out her own blog sometime last year and it has given me the courage to finally start mine.
So my dear friends and followers please read, comment & follow her blog;
http://tunmama.blogspot.com
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IN ALL THINGS GIVE THANKS!!!!!!
We bearly have 4 days to the end of this month January and 337 days to the end of the year 2011. That is we have spend 28 days out of the 365 days we have in this year. What can you say you have achieved or done on earth that if you go back to your creator today, would be accounted for you as Glory???
I remember vividly this time last month (that is 28th December 2010) , when i was all crawled up in bed, where if not with the help of a nebulizer i would not be able to breath all because the devil was beating his chest proudly saying "she would not make it to 2011" but God being ever faithful told him "Not this one, she has not yet completed the work that i brought her to this earth to do and even so her life is entirely in my hands not yours".....
I am so sure not many people had the same privilege i had to make it to this new year 2011 and some who even made it are not alive to see this day. I cannot count how many deaths i have heard about right from the 2nd of January 2011 till this very moment i am typing this.
How many of you wake up every morning and Thank God?
How many of you go out and are able to make it back home?
How many of you go to bed at night and still Thank God?
We take life for granted many atimes forgetting that our life is in God's hands.
I for one is guilty of this offence but i have learnt to correct my wrong and embrace everyday that i wake up breathing without any medical help to Thank God.
We should make it a habit to Thank God for everything. The bible says "In All Things Give Thanks"...The Bible did not say "In some things give thanks"....I know the economy may seem hard, there is no food to eat, no money to buy cloths, or pay the school fees, house rents are hiking up, baby daipers are too expensive, there are no job vacancies...ETC....You just keep thanking him.....
You may ask what for?...What has God done for me that i am thanking him???.....Go Pay a Visit to Orthopedic Specialist Hospital (you would see people who cannot walk or have lost certain parts of their body) or You take a drive down Akin Adesola Street, Like from where the Ikoyi bridge ends and the street begins like 3am (you would see many people sleeping peacefully because they have no home)...There are many other things i would ask you to do but all i would still be saying is in all things thank God....
He sees everything and he would surely answer your prayers....Do not give up on God because he would not give up on you.
I remember vividly this time last month (that is 28th December 2010) , when i was all crawled up in bed, where if not with the help of a nebulizer i would not be able to breath all because the devil was beating his chest proudly saying "she would not make it to 2011" but God being ever faithful told him "Not this one, she has not yet completed the work that i brought her to this earth to do and even so her life is entirely in my hands not yours".....
I am so sure not many people had the same privilege i had to make it to this new year 2011 and some who even made it are not alive to see this day. I cannot count how many deaths i have heard about right from the 2nd of January 2011 till this very moment i am typing this.
How many of you wake up every morning and Thank God?
How many of you go out and are able to make it back home?
How many of you go to bed at night and still Thank God?
We take life for granted many atimes forgetting that our life is in God's hands.
I for one is guilty of this offence but i have learnt to correct my wrong and embrace everyday that i wake up breathing without any medical help to Thank God.
We should make it a habit to Thank God for everything. The bible says "In All Things Give Thanks"...The Bible did not say "In some things give thanks"....I know the economy may seem hard, there is no food to eat, no money to buy cloths, or pay the school fees, house rents are hiking up, baby daipers are too expensive, there are no job vacancies...ETC....You just keep thanking him.....
You may ask what for?...What has God done for me that i am thanking him???.....Go Pay a Visit to Orthopedic Specialist Hospital (you would see people who cannot walk or have lost certain parts of their body) or You take a drive down Akin Adesola Street, Like from where the Ikoyi bridge ends and the street begins like 3am (you would see many people sleeping peacefully because they have no home)...There are many other things i would ask you to do but all i would still be saying is in all things thank God....
He sees everything and he would surely answer your prayers....Do not give up on God because he would not give up on you.
Iya Miiiii
You went through the Pains and Joys of carrying me in your womb for 9 months.
You watched me grow and say my first word at the age of 4 months "MUMMY" (which you said scared you).
You watched me take my first baby steps at the age of 9 months (i must really have been wierd as a kid).
You where and have always been there every step of the way guiding me through life.
We have fought, argued, gossiped, quarreled but you have always listened and understood me.
You never judged me when i made my decisions (especially when it is school related....lol) but you always give me the best advice (which most atimes i do not adhere to).
You have laughed with me, watched me cry and dried my tears.(remembering those nights and days i would seat with you, with so much heaviness in my heart and you would just let me sob till the tears would flow no more).Of which you still do.
You are the second in my heart....well that is after God, who is the first (then your position would change to the third when i get married because my hubby has to be the second after God who is the first)....LOL....
You are the best MUM, Many one could ever have and some day the best GRANDMA....GREAT GRANDMA....GREAT GREAT GRANDMA....for as long as God wants you to live.....AMEN!!!!!
I know i speak also for my siblings....I love you...your 5 musketeers Love You.....
You watched me grow and say my first word at the age of 4 months "MUMMY" (which you said scared you).
You watched me take my first baby steps at the age of 9 months (i must really have been wierd as a kid).
You where and have always been there every step of the way guiding me through life.
We have fought, argued, gossiped, quarreled but you have always listened and understood me.
You never judged me when i made my decisions (especially when it is school related....lol) but you always give me the best advice (which most atimes i do not adhere to).
You have laughed with me, watched me cry and dried my tears.(remembering those nights and days i would seat with you, with so much heaviness in my heart and you would just let me sob till the tears would flow no more).Of which you still do.
You are the second in my heart....well that is after God, who is the first (then your position would change to the third when i get married because my hubby has to be the second after God who is the first)....LOL....
You are the best MUM, Many one could ever have and some day the best GRANDMA....GREAT GRANDMA....GREAT GREAT GRANDMA....for as long as God wants you to live.....AMEN!!!!!
I know i speak also for my siblings....I love you...your 5 musketeers Love You.....
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Forever and a day....................
HE is Gentle, Kind, Patient, Friendly, has a Big heart, Soft spoken, and a Good listener,........The HE and SHE have had their moments of ups and downs but he always finds a way of letting she know that it would all be fine and greater days are yet to come.
SHE is not the perfect girl and she knows it. Which makes her wonder why he sees her above every other girl. He tells her she shines so bright that he wont be needing the sun(na so!!!!)...He calls her Beautiful, Nubian Queen and Sweets....He adores her. Even in her angry moments He is always just there sitting and staring at her waiting for the temper to calm down. Then he smiles to let her know he is not mad.
HE and SHE are they meant for each other is what they ask each other in their minds/heads....Is this it???Its too perfect to be true judging from the previous relationship.....Is HE real or Is SHE real????....But the answer all comes to the fact that its all REAL......
HE pulls her closely looking straight into her eyes and promised her that he would love her FOREVER AND A DAY....Thats all she needed to hear and SHE smiles looking back into his eyes. She has finally gotten all the answers of questions her heart has pondered over for years......
HE is who HE is......*wink wink*
NB:If you want to know him, u just ask nicely and ild tell you
SHE is not the perfect girl and she knows it. Which makes her wonder why he sees her above every other girl. He tells her she shines so bright that he wont be needing the sun(na so!!!!)...He calls her Beautiful, Nubian Queen and Sweets....He adores her. Even in her angry moments He is always just there sitting and staring at her waiting for the temper to calm down. Then he smiles to let her know he is not mad.
HE and SHE are they meant for each other is what they ask each other in their minds/heads....Is this it???Its too perfect to be true judging from the previous relationship.....Is HE real or Is SHE real????....But the answer all comes to the fact that its all REAL......
HE pulls her closely looking straight into her eyes and promised her that he would love her FOREVER AND A DAY....Thats all she needed to hear and SHE smiles looking back into his eyes. She has finally gotten all the answers of questions her heart has pondered over for years......
HE is who HE is......*wink wink*
NB:If you want to know him, u just ask nicely and ild tell you
Past or Future....Trust God to mend everything
This is the very first time am gonna blog so i hope you all love my blogs and if you dont, u can still leave ur hate comments along with the good comments *smiling*. Its just random blogging...i doubt ild put my real name for you all but those who know me would know its me blogging......
Ok...enough of the messing around....Am goin to tell a little story about a little gal, a story i was told recently by a friend that touched my heart....
This little gal(who is now an adult) grew up in a broken home, was rapped by her 1st cousin(thats her father' older sister' son) who was staying with them(dnt ask me why cos i dnt know) constantly from age 3 till 6..to the little gal it was just an everyday occurence and she couldnt tell her mama or even her papa....Finally, this cousin goes off to university and she is free but she isnt free from the fights of her parents.
She gets into secondary school a few years later, has life going fine with flying colours but avoids having any fomr of relationship with men like its a plague....She was class captain from JSS 2 - SSS 3 and was even a prefect. She puts all her hurt into being a better person, comes out from secondary school with a result you would call excellent....
Gets admission into the higher institution and there life is very different from what it used to be. She felt exposed and this led to her being very unfriends, nasty & insultive to guys who approached her...She just couldnt imagine anyone touching her after the mental experience she went thru as a child.....But then like the devil wld always be, he sent a Prince charming to her...who inspite of her insults n behaviour was always coming back. He always had the right thing to say and would always wear a smile saying them....One day he gives her a ride to grab some snacks for herself and her friends....this young man suddenly diverts from the ordinary route to her surprise, she asks wats goin on and he replies "oh, i need to drop somethg off just down the road"...Then they get to the supposed place, asks her to come in and she says she wld wait in the car, so he quicky dashes and comes out again....but this time he went straight for her down and started to drag her out of the car and she is like "what are you doin that for?" from no where he dazes her across her face and drags her into his apratment. Striped her of her cloths and raps her over and over....she just laid there crying...she couldnt do anythg....all she felt was afterwards this is life.....he finished his business....even cleaned her up and dressed her back....and takes her home.....
She never saw the guy again but she was broken....she would cry herself to sleep almost every night....but she forgot somthg that there was someone(GOD) who was up above just waiting for her to call upon his name.
The reason why i was told this story was the young lady was asking her friends for advice...she still has recaps and sometimes withdraws from the world thinking of the problems she has experienced from child hood which now followed her to adult hood...she had many other relationships after the rape issue but for her they were all sex based(she felt love didnt exist)....She got a job and then finally she realised her life was not going in the right direction, she cries out to God to help her.
Today this lady is engaged to be married to a good man but she still has her fears, she cant trust him but she has feelings for him that she has never experienced(good ones she says) but the pains of the past are there....should she tell him????..what should she do????
Ok...enough of the messing around....Am goin to tell a little story about a little gal, a story i was told recently by a friend that touched my heart....
This little gal(who is now an adult) grew up in a broken home, was rapped by her 1st cousin(thats her father' older sister' son) who was staying with them(dnt ask me why cos i dnt know) constantly from age 3 till 6..to the little gal it was just an everyday occurence and she couldnt tell her mama or even her papa....Finally, this cousin goes off to university and she is free but she isnt free from the fights of her parents.
She gets into secondary school a few years later, has life going fine with flying colours but avoids having any fomr of relationship with men like its a plague....She was class captain from JSS 2 - SSS 3 and was even a prefect. She puts all her hurt into being a better person, comes out from secondary school with a result you would call excellent....
Gets admission into the higher institution and there life is very different from what it used to be. She felt exposed and this led to her being very unfriends, nasty & insultive to guys who approached her...She just couldnt imagine anyone touching her after the mental experience she went thru as a child.....But then like the devil wld always be, he sent a Prince charming to her...who inspite of her insults n behaviour was always coming back. He always had the right thing to say and would always wear a smile saying them....One day he gives her a ride to grab some snacks for herself and her friends....this young man suddenly diverts from the ordinary route to her surprise, she asks wats goin on and he replies "oh, i need to drop somethg off just down the road"...Then they get to the supposed place, asks her to come in and she says she wld wait in the car, so he quicky dashes and comes out again....but this time he went straight for her down and started to drag her out of the car and she is like "what are you doin that for?" from no where he dazes her across her face and drags her into his apratment. Striped her of her cloths and raps her over and over....she just laid there crying...she couldnt do anythg....all she felt was afterwards this is life.....he finished his business....even cleaned her up and dressed her back....and takes her home.....
She never saw the guy again but she was broken....she would cry herself to sleep almost every night....but she forgot somthg that there was someone(GOD) who was up above just waiting for her to call upon his name.
The reason why i was told this story was the young lady was asking her friends for advice...she still has recaps and sometimes withdraws from the world thinking of the problems she has experienced from child hood which now followed her to adult hood...she had many other relationships after the rape issue but for her they were all sex based(she felt love didnt exist)....She got a job and then finally she realised her life was not going in the right direction, she cries out to God to help her.
Today this lady is engaged to be married to a good man but she still has her fears, she cant trust him but she has feelings for him that she has never experienced(good ones she says) but the pains of the past are there....should she tell him????..what should she do????
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